a twenty three years old office girl who still searching about who she is, what she wants to do and what she loves.

Wednesday, 9 November 2016

a little thoughts

"I just don't get how you can go from being someone's best friend to getting kicked to the curb. But that's exactly what happened."
- The Wimpy Kid #9 Hard Luck, Page 6.

Let me tell you about a friend of mine. I've known her for almost 10 years, and we are friend for this last 5 years. We passed a lot of things together. Thru thick and thin, ups and downs. But, friendship won't stay the same if the person changed. Yes i know, people do change. But i barely know her now. The person i see before is changing. The warm inside her is all changing into a cold person i never see before. A little by little, slow but sure.She talk to me when she feel like it. She don't talk to me when she's not in the mood. She's crazy when she feel like it. She forget about me, when she with her "new friend". I felt left out, yes?

Yes, i do. But somehow i realized that i don't live for another people. I've been thinking about other's feeling too much, i forgot mine. I've been too kind to others, then they just turn their back when they had a chance. I've treated like shit like i don't belong here. Like i don't matter to them.

Then one day i just begin to let her do anything she likes. She talks to me, then ok. She ignore me, then what? I couldn't care less. Just because, i need to put my happiness first before anyone else.

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