turning twenty first on 29 may.
i used to be excited about birthdays but its become less and less as i grow older.
i don't expected everybody to greet me anymore but i just need that some people who really cares.
i don't wait till 12pm to see who the first person who greet me, but i know who stay awake to greet me.
when my bestfriend not even greet me the exact day, i'm still fine with it.
cause i know they either want to greet me when they meet me, or simply because they forget.
and it's okay.
years passed so fast, and i just can't believe that i reach my 20's.
i used to think,
"omg 20 feels so old"
"how it is to be 20"
"am i ready"
but, truth is, you don't even get time to get ready because time flies too fast.
twenty's doesn't feel that bad.
i feel like i grow up to now, i feel more immature than i was before,
i don't even mad at little things anymore.
and the most important is, i changed a lot.
i left that
immature, arrogant, childish, stubborn,not confident and not socialize lili
when i reach 20's.
i feel more alive now, i don't depend on people anymore,
cause i know, i'm not here to please people.
birthday's greeting, suprises, cake.
i'm so thankful to those who still remember and celebrate it with me.
first -- Struggle x Rudy x Marvin x Cath x Chun
i was totally surprised cause i have no idea they're going to give me a cake.
everything went so normal from morning, then we went for a lunch with struggle and cath.
i don't suspicious anything cause cath sometimes join us for lunch.
after lunch, they said they want to karaoke then we just go sing, without wina.
we book for 3 hours, but before 3 hours they said they want to go out
and want to go eat something and elmi suggest to Garden Cafe.
arrived there, i saw wina's car and i just think omg such a coincidence to meet her here.
but when i went in to the cafe, there's no wina.
i just simply think maybe she go to another cafe nearby.
after we sat, i saw marvin outside and i just say,
"eh that's marvin"
and all of them laugh, then i know i just being fooled guys.
so, i just want to say thankyou for the cakes, the surprise, the time.
it's the third year with struggle, and i am counting another year with them again.
second -- part of Lavvejs
as you know, aska and vivian is not in town amd it just left the four of us.
it's kinda hard to find a right time with the cause we have a totally different schedule.
but here we are,
it's a fine saturday afternoon when elmi ask me to go here.
first i just wear a ripped jeans, and a shirts.
but then elmi says, "go wear something beautiful li"
i have a weird feeling.
when we arrived at the cafe, elmi choose a very hidden place.
a second weird feeling comes.
we ordered and till our food comes, there's nothing happen.
fyi, our food takes around 30mins.
i think it just my feeling, so i just start eating.
the suddenly, the birthday comes song and there's this 2 girls coming to me.
everybody was staring at me i can't even.
i hate when people look at me.
so i just tell them to sit and taraaa
the photo session started!
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| jean made this for me!! |
third -- Elmi x Cilo x Rei
the next day, so it's Sunday
elmi suggest to go to Matador.
then this guy comes.
i don't even know how can i get close to him cause the first 2 years in pharmacy we barely talk.
we just talk about important thing.
the the third year, we are in same class.
and he's close to elmi. so i just think that just happened.
so thanks for the pharmacy couple (rei&cilo), and ofc elmi!!
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i'm surrounded by a very kind, loving, understanding people in my life.
even sometimes, we fight, we mad at each other, and has a different opinion.
i still feeling blessed.
thankyou for everything guys.
i couldn't ask for better.