Not for Nothing

i'm in the point of my life that everything feels so wrong. i got bored with what happen around me.
it feels like i need a long holiday, but when it's holiday i got nothing to do.
it feels like i need a book to read, but when i begin to read, i cant barely read a chapter.
it feels like i need an ice cream, but when i ate it, it feels nothing.
it feels like i need a good new songs, but when i downloaded it, it just feels wrong.
i dont know what happen with me.
everything feels so wrong.

so i guess im at the point where i need a time alone, like literally.
going to places ive never been, with nobody feels right, right now.
but time and money become a big enemy of mine.
i got no time, since college is taking all of my hours.
i got no money, cause i havent even work. all of money comes from my parents.

going to save some money for travelling, next year.
it doesnt have to be somewhere or something with a big budget.
i just need to take a day off from this city, alone, in a places where i can restarting my mind.

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looks like rain

 its been raining almost everyday here at medan. i used to hate rain especially while im outdoor, uhm not hate but just a little not comfortable with them. but lately, everyone here is waiting for them cause the haze is getting crazier.

the forest fires in Riau and Palembang is unstoppable. they keep fire the forest for their own sake. they dont even think what the effect of burning it. people cant breathe, the populated air is so disturbing, and not healthy. people get sick, kids die. its too rude. 'some' people blame the president. like excuse me, is that something the president can control? just like earthquake, tsunami, hurricane, and others. the forest fires come from people who not responsible. i believe the president is doing something now.

wandering the town with elmi a few weeks ago and shot a couple of pictures. going to off now, cause i got things to learn for tomorrow. promise to update my blog more often, but lets see.

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